........ I'd like to add that it was a big surprise to grow up and find out there are no adults, it's a myth. Just older kids with more sophisticated manipulations than "You wanna trade that crayon for this bottle cap". Quality of Being, as in, HOW HIGH YOU FOLLOW THE GOLDEN RULE, is not even LOOKED AT by prospective suitors in the romantic arena. Here, it's wallet size pretty much. Fear of Poverty, or Love of Money, is the Main Gear Humans Run In. Quality of Anything seems to be disregarded. Quantity is better to them. Cheapness is now overlooked, quality forgotten. Philosophy of Person, Quality of Character, are not noticed ! Because of lack of education in DISCERNING IT. TV Does NOT teach them how to discern a "REAL HUMAN" from an uneducated body of hungry senses with a selfish mind. Countries and Companies have NO compassion for adversaries, they've kept dog eat dog but dressed up in suits. Some say "Jesus", and it means nothing. The mere fact that white man doesn't question his ongoing social and mental slavery under the combined Roman/Judaeism combo of "Christianity" makes me feel like I'm in Zombie land. I mean, if the conspiracy theory that some smart long viewing Jews have a Zionistic Genocidal plan they carrying out slowly, could be ENTIRELY TRUE given how unquestioning white people are about their own selves, their own culture, which they don't have, they don't HAVE a culture so they've imported or kept stayed under slavery to: ROMANISM as government and REBEL RABBI REINTERPRETED BY PAUL AND MEN 300 YEARS LATER as their religion which makes them NO DIFFERENT than if they had NO religion at all. Useless. At least some muslims pray!
ANSWERS: Bad area here... small... not many... the only answer that I've ever found in life for all of this pain inside myself... seeing the above and living under it's poverties is painful:
RUN AWAY, DETACH. I joined Hare Krishna at nineteen years old and that total rejection of America felt very very good for many year. Being uncaring about all things material. Well, when you get older, you have to care, or you'll die. It's much more up to you when you are older. Young people are still "all together" from college, marriages, friends but it gradually drifts apart and many end up alone. Being "DETACHED" in the Hindu Way, as I've preached all my life, is still my only answer. Being in the now alone, the only answer. To be alone, but not lonely, the only answer. So far. I'm pretty sure that's it forever... like... i don't think, one can find happiness here, anywhere but inside themselves by adjusting their insides to TOLERATE the outsides. Gita says pain comes and goes and must be tolerated. It doesn't give an answer to it except as above... detach.. and serve.. since we have this capacity to serve someone always, that religion says "Make it God you Serve Always", Krishna by name or whatever pleases you by race and location... serve god in your mind with your normal actions, just think, you are pleasing god, that's all, and don't hurt others. That's all. That's bhakti yoga. Like I'm alone right now, and in my pajamas having just gotten up from bed on the california coastline here.
I could go about my duties, day, activities, thinking, "Krishna is the supreme enjoyer, nobody else owns and runs everything, it's his, so, I am enjoyed or owned by him and I am doing what he wants me to do and I am happy having this experience. If one can do that, they can be quite free in the mind. I used to be able to. Slowly, over time, my needs for reassurance grew to immeasurable heights. They are still there. That's why I cry. There is nobody who can talk to me, as you said, about anything... art, god, life, whatever... like you said, everything has to be turned around into something profitable for them.... just speaking for the sake of speaking truth I have not heard in ages, but we used to it in Hare Krishna TONS.
With the advent of all the BULLSHIT ELECTRONICS the CHILDRENS MINDS went to hell.... all bullets and porn. Everyone under say about 39 at this point, has a warped view of the world completely due to cell phones etc.
I feel, from the news and mood in the air, that something BIG is coming from God to SHAKE UP this place.... the abuses and wars have only grown since I was young. All revolutions and attempts at improving things have failed if you ask this witness to 1960 to 2014. People have tried hard to improve things, only to have the improvements undone by the next generation of politicians with their own wealth seeking plans. I mean I cant believe this country let DICK run a war that his company primarily provided for, haliburton. Greed mongers MAKING WARS and FAKING TERROR so as to wag the dog and make money is advanced foolishness beyond the thinkable when you KNOW that what goes comes back around.
If ONLY people knew history REALLY WELL.
AMERICANS, would be seeing, Chinese soldiers running through their streets taking over the place in the future due to their drinking, non austerity, laziness, immorality, all of which adds up to WEAKNESS which the Chinese are NOT suffering from.
They are STRONG and gonna KICK OUR BUTTS one day. Same for India. One day, IT WILL BE RICHER AND STRONGER than the US. Up and Down UP and Down. If ONLY people knew history.
I am so alone, because, I have a brain. One that works. Well.
I tried all this time, all my life, to make a big difference in the hell i saw i was born into. I feel I failed, though I know I made some minds have some thoughts, I made vegetarians, helped spread truth, that's good.
My one answer, to our problems, is this:
A leader, must stand up, and announce a plan, like MUM, Maharishis place in Utah.... and say... this is Yogaville.... everyone who can, move here, bring your businesses, it's going to be a vegetarian town, in America, with no creed or prejudices except there will be no murder of anything allowed, and no meat allowed.
Local Law, like "dry towns" in texas still today.
I can only see hope for us who are of the new light if we band together. We need to live near to each other, but not be a cult. That way, our kids can meet other children of the same ilk and don't have to give up being vegetarians just to marry etc.
We could, arrange around the town as money is there, those things that lift and improve the vibration and keep out bad vibes. Things that catch bad and emanate good.. tall spires of light.. somehow.... things like the Ashok Stambhas could be built in intersections roundels...
No Guns Anywhere to be found. Lots of natural food growing. People happy because of being simple and pure. I've seen it. I've lived it.
We must band together and not be spread out everywhere suffering.
I lived near SYNANON in their HIGHEST TIMES which nobody knows about except a few of us who lived near them where they hid in the california mountains. They were a NY based drug rehab cult. They moved to california and bought a big piece of land and put trailers on it, like an indian reservation.. lived there, built a business, that became HUGE they got wealth built up the place until it was like a country club for it's 300 living there members... all one mind, altogether, happy. It was INCREDIBLE TO WITNESS. THE IRS SHUT THEM DOWN. Wont go into it. It was beautiful, and it was crushed.
So, we have to be on top of TAXES big time.
Otherwise, the only protection from the emotional pain of life, is to not give it heed. See it as a foreign body (your own body), this world as foreign to you, (temporary stay) and that by grace you've learned and wish to be in a better place, and it exists, and every person you see who's eyes and actions go against this paradigm, you simply say in your mind, they are in ignorance of all that I am somehow aware of, they are still fine trying to be the lord of their world, they will reach the end of their abilities one day and without any knowledge of where they are going, no faith, no practice ahead of time, they will enter dementia strongly and eventually die. Whereas, the conscious lifelong, tend to NOT enter dementia, but die lucid.
Bottom line, in it, but not of it, AT ALL, the only way to protect the mind and heart, is to banish the BULLSHIT of this world which has accumulated and built itself up out of greed and murder alone. FOREVER, men of no character have been raiding and taking from others on this earth until now where we still therefore have warring states the world over.
WHY, we cannot have a TRUSTWORTHY SINGLE WORLD GOV is a baffling mystery to me .... no it's not.... once I go out and talk to one person each day...
I find they are only on themselves... even if I harken their minds to pay attention for a moment to anything far away, they immediately are agitated by that... no no no i only want to be ON MY OWN TRIP I have no time to care about darfur, ukraine, ireland, africa, etc etc... i have no time to understand that my own race and cultural ways are encouraging this war pain ongoinginly.... i have no time for reality... i'm trying to get an MBOX".
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